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Dear frends/experts/goiitians/santaclaus/god.
I know this is not the rite time and the rite thing to do ...but ...m here already ..so let's begin.
I was there at my dad's room pretending to be asleep 40 minutes ago...
I was Tonite's entertainment ..my parents were discussing "me", unaware that i'll write an article over it.
They say i m a fool , nalayak....worthless and many other things that usually parents say jokingly ..but the difference was that they were serious.
See ..i was a dropper this year, cud get into every college of which i gave exam last year ..but i wanted something better.
Truth : 50% of my modules including all those of last 3 years ...are FRESH and UNTOUCHED...this is my preparation till date.
Truth : i sacrificed every highschool fantasy too.(i mean most of them)..
Truth: my bro is a genius ..is in 12th now and banging teachers there at kota..
They compare both of us ..y not ? we are brothers. The only difference is he is dead serious about everything ..and ironically i m just the opposite.
Well..i never wanted to drop ....i just wanted to make things better (90% for them ..and 10% for myself) ..
It's not about iit ..not about money ..if i had agreed him last year ..today i wud be studying somewhere in canada.
I wasnt satisfied by myself last year ...and today ..i m under forced satisfaction ..i have no other options.
I didnt studied ..my fault ..what i've dont ..i'll face myself...to cross out what i've become ..erase myself.
The problem is ..i make aims and plans ..then forget them ..
ohh..where was i ?? yeah ..this article...btw ..y am i telling u all this ? yeah ..m sad / depressed / some sort of sickness.
Everyone has something or the other to shsare ..to speak about ...
My luck ..m a vacuum....no fun no studies ...nothing...just thinkin..wondering. ..somewhere i belong..
They say i shud be a comedian ..unfortunately i m ..hiding behing the tears of a clown.
I feel lyk wasted ...i got another chance ..a golden one ..and darn it ...i lost again.
But let bygons be bygons .....cant spent my life repenting over it.
time is uni-directional ...but has a non-uniform acceleration throughout .
Tomorrow is my bitsat ...ad i hope for the best.
After that .all exams over ..so then i can really study.(crazy ..eh?)
One more thing ..therer are thousands and thousands of people almost going thru the same ..
they might look lyk me ..act lyk me ..might be the next big thing ..but not quite me. (lol)
The article is too short to hold everything...this was just the page 1.
I wud lyk the xperts to say a few words too ...i didnt wrote all this for nothing.
If u want ..i can post all this as a ?question? too ..merely a copy paste work.
Just step in my shoes ...i dotn want u to walk a thousand miles ...just the next ten steps ....
P.S. HELP !!
00:00 ..signing off frends ..will continue later .......
~nalayak~
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