when i started my preparations in july..i never felt..tht i will have to face such an awkward situation today..i say it awkward because...it doesn't mean i have not studied..but i m not going for studies...

i m well in studies..till now going good(topping batch and class)..but facing a problem tht is deteriorating me....

three months earlier...i had a harmful break of 3-4 days...i felt a cut-off..and a fear " tht i have lost my intelligence,logic and creativity"..settled in me...due to this fear..i left studies..in despair..i recovered somehow but after two weeks...it again stroke well...cycle kept on till jan-2008..and is still going..but to some small magnitude..because i now noe tht i have to live with this fear...do i have to??? ..please help me...i noe only who has experienced this can tell me...