hiiii Prakhar ...
Come on yaar ... how can u think that u cannot make to JEE .. y not .. ofcourse u can ... Well let me tell u one thing .. failures are part of life ..
My mother always says .. "You cannot always win" I have tried it and testes it .. u cannot always win ... Forget about ur failures .
Let me tell u one thing .. next time when u appear for this test .. say to urself last time b to phoda iss baar bhi phod dunga ... what i mean is that confidence is the key .. u need to work hard this is for sure .. no compromise on that but the thing is that confidence is very important ..
Make this point that u do not lose ur confidence .. well only u can helo urself on this front .. also do not think very big about the JEE .. i know many ppl make "hawwa of JEE" .. dude it is no big .. just like any other exams .. do not fear failure in JEE .. have u ever thought that what wud happen if I fail in 12th ??? .. u have not .. rite ??? y b'cos u know u will not .... do the same with JEE ..
u know what I never thought about the rank or selection .. my father wud say .. nai ho agar tera to koi baat nai .. n i also used take it that way ... today when i have scored 89 in JEE this might look a joke to u .. but believe me it was true .. the fact that I never took any pressure on myself helped me give JEE in a tension free mood and i scored well ...
Let me tell u an incidence that happened during JEE ... it was mathematics paper i remember ... I started from the last question .. cud not solve it .. went for next again cud not solve it .. next .. same result ..
u will not believe i cud not solve till 11th question n thn I thought JEE to gai .. but then i knew even if i do not make it, it doesn;t matter .. my father anyways said " it does not matter " ..
You have mentioned that u get questions when exam is over .. dude this is because of pressure ... u know relieve urself from this pressure .. talk to ur parents ..rite .. they will tell u that nothing is big in life ..
Believe my words .. nothing is big .. n JEE for sure is not...
Now about the Timetable .. well dear start revising things .. figure out ur weak as well as string areas ...
Now i suggest that at this stage one shud not stress a gr8 deal on the topics which are weak .. go for ur strength .. rite
Let me wish u luck and will make a request .... Just take it easy .. okay
Best of Luck
cheers