hey ppl
i have dropped 1 year to prepare for iit jee, but my girlfriend jus got admission in caltech (USA)
so naturally i am having this crazy idea of preparing for SAT n also apply for scholarships
now i am confused whether to take admmision in some local engineering college and prepare for SAT or drop compeltley and prepare well for my jee/DCE
please help
i m in a very confused state,
am also gettin morally depressed at the fact that i could not do well this year
n have to waste 1 entire year in preparing once again
plus i have a medical problem of frequent panic attacks which hinders in my preparation for jee(although i m taking medication now)
i m afraid that this problem might jus cause sum serious problems for my studies during these upcoming 7 months.
also since most of the engineering collges have closed their admissions no. i m feeling extermely dishaertned . and confused regarding what to do?
please help!!!!!!!!!