HEY FREINDS, THANKS ALL OF U TO SPEND UR VALUABLE TIME TO LOOK INTO MY PROBLEM & GIVE ME COURAGE.........I AM REALLY INDEBTED TO U ALL.......

UR REPLIES HAVE GIVEN ME A LOT OF CONFIDENCE.......AND NOW I HAVE FIRMLY DECIDED TO FIGHT FOR 'MY' SEAT IN THE IITs NEXT YEAR.........BUT OFFCOURSE, WITHOUT COACHING.......

 

 

@dream, if I take admission into sum college and simultaneously prepare for iit

 

jee, don't u think that it wud b the same as managing skul studies(boards etc..)

 

& jee prep...bcoz this too was 1 of the major cause of my downfall.....

Sir,

I was considered as a bright student in my academic life uptill now(I know that it's no parameter to judge 1's knowledge)......I managed my studies on my own till 10th wid success(1st rank always) & joined coaching for first time in 11th to prepare for the gr8 IITJEE.........

 

 

I gave iit jee this time around and expecting 150 marks.I very well know that this score can not fetch me top ranks(if any)......

So, I have decided to take drop and prepare for jee 09......although I haven't told my parents abt it.......

 

 

I wasted whole of my 2 yrs-I spent only 30 mins for study on an average / day and strongly repent now.....but I don't want to go to any college except the IIT's....

 

my parents had great hopes from me & now I have a sense of guilt....they kept telling me the whole yr to conc but I didn't.......

I cannot put any more burden on them by attending classroom coaching or any other program...

 

I want to ask that is my decision right? will I be able to cope wid the studies on my own?.....though I have a lot of gud buks but they were just like a showcase previously......

 

So, shud I take drop? or accept it as my fate and go to any college by giving aieee or pet?........