chalo.....atleast...you are normal...

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my friend...i have undergone something like this as well...not as bad as yours
but still , pretty bad...
see....at this point of time...u have 2 ask ur soul honestly....why did u take
science and not commerce...because intelligent people take science....or u
wont be able 2 get into IIT if u dont take it...or because u loved it....
If ur opinions are mixed..say in the ratio 1:2:3 respectively....then its fine....and ur normal....lol
forget about IIT and other stuff and just love ur studies...its easier said than
done but just dont care abt ur exams.....let them go to hell ( if not heaven...)
and remember the following 2 things...
WHEN TIMES ARE BAD....EVEN JELLY BREAKS UR TOOTH....
FORM IS TEMPORARY BUT CLASS IS PERMANENT....
u dont need to prove anything to anybody else......just be honest 2 urself...
just chillax.....and dont be under pressure while studying that u have to score
well or impress ur girlfriend ( i.e. if u have one )....lol
BELIEVE ME...the most imp. thing is being honest to urself...n i bet...success
wud be urs..
chalo ab bahut bhashan ho gaya....ciao...!!