Well I think you need a break:
Quoting u:
Yesterday I went school 4 getting ma admit card dere all teachers (ma class teacher) said ?beta u hav got to do something special?
Why at all will they say this to you??,singling you only??
Next :
"Yes iit has done all dis .these 2 years I was on fire burning day and night in fear of the d day .
Things hav changed a lot 4 me . my past was good and now its haunting mee
I want to burn dos results and certificates of mine .
Unse mujhe iit nahin milega
Got my Career pt ke papers
I do anthing between 230 -240 in them
Its gonna land me now where "
You surely are all set to rock big there......stay relaxed and concentrate,Some1 who has sacrificed everything for IIT is never an escapist.......Have the belief and you can surely do it!!
Good luck!! Just don't lose the focus now.......have faith in God and success will be all yours.