well dear..i jus don't knw y u people consider iit only one thing that can gv u a blooming career...there are lot of colleges and things that can gv u an awesome future...
well dear i dont wanna keep u in dark , its impossible to crack iit in this much of time bt dear u should try for aieee and many more things...do btech or any kind of tech graduation frm a good college and try fr mba frm iims thats wat most of the iitians do....n dear i m sure that u w'll get a very good future. don't loose hope and faith on the almighty god..
NNNNN PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZ don't ever talk abt sucide this is the worst thing that one can do..js think abt your family and parents kitne muskilon se unhone tumhe itna bada kiya hai.....n u stupid...
work hard frm today and don't waste time in all these crap..