hello sir i had just given 12th exam and now preparing for medical entrance i want to discuss every thing in detail so that u all can help me i am giving my problems

1) i am very much confused .

2)my family specially my mother want

a) i am able to clear any exam

b) i do household work.

c) i help my brother who is in 6th class  in his studies  who is really very stupid since his base is not good  due to ignorance by my parents in chilhood he not even know table of12 properly so he need atleast 6 hours with very concentration but instead of studying he scold and beat me with bad language .

3)every time  due to eldest child i have to listen my parents conflicts due to which i always remain mentally disturbed .

4) my grand father give property to my father after a big struggle of 16 years and in that also he is doing cheating due to which my parents always remin disturbed and their anger fall on me .

5) my both parents do job and my brother goes to school and u all are that a young child mind always wonder due to presence of T.V. , computer at home  i am not able to study .

6) i try to study at  institute  but my mother 's orthodox thinking always says me no  u can sit at home why  you go there , there is no need you are alone at home then why can not you study at home etc.

7) i am not saying that all is not their fault there is also mine but since i have no friends i cannot discuss this with anyone i wanted to discuss this with a expert so that anyone can help me

i had seen so bad and days full of strugle that i want to give slap to my enemies and shut my relative's mouth and due the whole struggle i do not want to hurt my loving parents( who frusted due to this bad time) but want to ful fill their desires and dreams . so kindly help me so that i can reach to my goal and  able to prevent my self  from procrastation . HELP ME SINCE YOUR HELP CAN SAVE SOME ONE'S LIFE.  THANKS IT IS IS LENTHY BUT I AM FEELING SOME LIGHT LIKE I HAS TOLD THIS ALL TO MY TRUE FRIEND AND HE/SHE WILL HELP ME DEFINATELY IN NICE WAY