hi to all iitians i just wanna share with u the tragedy of my life or say regret and want an honest advise as it will make or ruin my career.

i have given my class xii exam .like all i also wanted to be an iitian so in 11th class i ask my parents to join me any institute ,thinking of my best they admit me in one of the best and higly paid institute fiitjee(which was not quite affordable to us at that time  but they manage).i was serious in the beginnig but by the time passes i become careless and now is the condition that i m not prepared to give any exam .i m feeling sorry for my parents for wasting their money.yesterday i told my parents that if i m not able to clear iit this time i will drop my year and prepare for it,they are not happy with my decison.

but i want to prove myself and show my parents that i can also do something.

i just wanna ask u guys and want an honest answer that if i study full year with full dedication without caring of day and night can i make it to iit .plz answer me tuly not judging me on my past as i m completely change to see tears in my mothers eyes.and remembering that i m an average sudent but i think one can become good if she gives his 100%.